New therapy MUST be working

Good news, the new therapy must be working because for the past 2 weeks, I've had the most horrible "tumor flare" ever.  My left femur hurts so bad I can barely climb stairs.  I'm mostly at home as I am in no shape to work, I am in chronic pain and on high level of pain relievers.  The doctor said that the thought is that the more pain you are in during the flare, the better response you will have from the treatment.  That doesn't indicate how long the therapy will work for, so we still have much to pray for, but we at least have a game plan for now. 
To clear up confusion from my earlier post, its not that I don't want to talk about my cancer, its that I like to talk about other things too, like normal things.  If you are concerned and want to talk to me about my situation, please talk directly to me, I am open to talking about my cancer.  But please remember to respect my wishes when it comes to treatment choices.